You can only let go, if you know what you are holding on to.
It made me insecure. I thought that I was going to vomit and even faint. My tummy was asking for help. My breath was stuck. My limbs were shaking. What if I was going to be rejected? Yes, what then? Would the whole world collapse? Perhaps, I had to first collapse all my thoughts that were keeping me from living the actual life I desired.